Like every blogger, once in a while I check what google searches have brought people to my site. It’s always been a source of amusement that ‘cute young couple’ cropped up again and again in my referrals list. But not this week. In the interests of keeping it real on here, I thought it best to say now that Dan and I broke up this week. It’s not been the best of times, hence the less-chatty-than-usual blog posts over the last few days.
Yeah, I know what you’re thinking. ‘You’re only 16’… ‘plenty more fish’ and all that. You’d be right of course. I wasn’t silly enough to think that it was gonna last forever, but I suppose that when you’ve been with somebody for well over a year, they become involved in every bit of your life. We had a lot of fun together – holidays, cute day trips, and just generally ‘being’ – people-watching was one of our favourite activities. We liked the silly stuff best. 🙂
So, why then? I don’t think many of my school friends read this blog but if there’s any speculation, I can address it here. Dan turning 18 and the liberty this brought? Him gearing up for ‘the university lifestyle’? Me not really having a part in his future? I can dress it up however I like, but when it comes down to it, I guess I just wasn’t ‘hot’ enough for him.
This isn’t a ‘take pity on me’ post; just wanted to be genuine since he’s no stranger to you guys. I’m glad he was in my life, sad that he no longer is, but am absolutely not gonna let this drag me under. Got an important few months ahead of me school-wise and some great friends and family. I can always rely on you guys to put a smile on my face, of course! Onwards and upwards, ey?