This wasn’t the post I’d planned for today. I’ll post that tomorrow instead. Because sometimes life just throws you massive effing curveballs and you have to deal with it.
By life, I mean people. And by curveballs, I mean people who swore blind they cared about you, turning as nasty as it’s possible to get, in a way that makes you sick to the bottom of your stomach. I don’t even know how I feel tbh. I feels slightly weird to be sharing these thoughts so publicly, but I’ve spoken about other bloggers and honesty about breakups before so should probably follow my own advice. I won’t air all my dirty laundry and rant – that doesn’t gain anybody anything. But it’s always the people who you let in closest that have the power to hurt the deepest, isn’t it? The power to hurt the most, and the determination to do so, too. A sudden 180 that makes you question ever trusting people again.
‘I love you a lot…
but I hate you more’
Yeah, this post wasn’t what I’d planned. Blogmas, eh? I’ll write through good and bad.
lily kate x